♡ Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ♡
Seeing that im one step nearer to the job that im interest in, disappear in front of mi.. Who to blame? Blame myself why i cant communicate with in laws, cant independent on my own, cant plan things nicely and dont have luck..
I didnt blame you that cause mi lost the chance for the job, i only blame myself why my luck is not there with mi whenever i needs it.. Everytime got chance in front of mi jiu end up will have problem that make mi cant turn up for the interview.. You scolded mi that i should put precious in childcare den went for the interview but precious been having diarrhoea since yesterday morning and today when he wake up having stomachache, i not fan xin put precious in childcare.. Tried to wake you up to help mi tink of a way but you too tired to listen to mi but i dont blame you cuz i know you very tired but after you scold mi that i didnt plan properly that causing mi lost the chance for the job, i was kinda unhappy cuz precious sick not that i wan.. I also dont bear to see precious eat whatever things jiu discharge out, i just sad that i cant get the job, job is important but precious is much much more important den anything else..
I know throwing temper to you is my fault but cant you understand my feeling for losing the chance just like you wake up late for work??
ღ´¯`*·.¸¸ღ Our Love, Together With Our 2 Little Ones ... ღ¸¸.·*´¯`ღ
