Arghhh !!! Headache attack mi again ate 2 tablets of extra panadols still the same and i jus hate tht, beside this my hands and legs numb the whole day and it already lasted few days till now still the same numb numb de,when i holding sumthing my hand will shake and always feel tht myself no strength at all... Feeling mayb my time is soon goin end and is time to sae bye to the world ba...
This few days not reali a good day for mi, interview not sucess, chao jia with darling and stupid headache attack mi... Haix...
Mani ppl envy mi to have a good husband and all tht but i neve reali treasure it, mayb darlin sae mi is rite, i have being childish and not mature... Keep spending but not save those money, but i jus cant stop from buying and i wanted to change, but i reali dunno wher to start from...
Wher shld i start from, what to change of myself and hw to learn being mature? Can anione teach mi and tell mi?...
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寂寞那么多
天色开始朦胧 呼吸慢慢沉重
曾经深情的承诺像吹过的风
说什么天长地久 只是敷衍带过
心中的痛 眼泪融入漆黑的夜宇宙
分开 我们都选择了不回头
而从今以后冰冷的手
再延长不到你的温柔
为什么寂寞总是那么多
总习惯独自温习你遗留的伤痛
我不想再灌上心碎重播
彼此都隔着一层膜 紧紧的擦肩而过
天色开始朦胧 呼吸慢慢沉重
曾经深情的承诺像吹过的风
说什么天长地久 只是敷衍带过
心中的痛 眼泪融入漆黑的夜宇宙
分开 我们都选择了不回头
而从今以后冰冷的手
再延长不到你的温柔
为什么寂寞总是那么多
总习惯独自温习你遗留的伤痛
我不想再灌上心碎重播
彼此都隔着一层膜
紧紧的擦肩而过
空旷房间里头只残留着
合照里的虚伪温柔
放开所有 拥抱着自由
让一切从头
为什么寂寞总是那么多
在孤单夜里抱着你留下的伤口
我不想再关上心碎重播
心里那失落的梦
紧紧的随风飘落
心里那失落的梦
紧紧的擦肩而过
